Today, going on 11 years later, my reasons have changed dramatically, as has my life as well. Today, I look forward to weekends as a time to relax, enjoy my family, do some needed chores around the house and find some peace and serenity. I have time, as I'm doing now, to write down my thoughts and gratitude about this way of living, hoping that some of what I might write, might influence someone else to change "their ways", find their true self, and enjoy life, without the use of alcohol and/or drugs.
It's easy to get caught up in that world of addiction, and sometimes tough to find your way out, but with some Openmindedness, Honesty and Willingness, it CAN be done, even without hitting a "bottom".
I find my peace of mind and meditation in going for walks with my dog, driving 20 miles to an AA/NA meeting, being alone for awhile so that I can gather my thoughts. Being alone so that I can get in touch with a "higher power" which can guide me though my day. Enjoying the world as God meant it to be. Being aware of my surroundings, my family, my home. Being there when someone needs help. Thinking of how I can become a better human being. Thinking of the mistakes I might have made during the week and finding ways of changing some of those ways. It's really great to be able to enjoy and remember my life, as it turns.
Here's a couple of pictures I took this morning on my walk and I'm sure I wouldn't even be aware of what's in them or remember the thoughts they gave me, had I not been clean and sober:
A Bird at peace put ME at peace, within myself.
A Little "Alone" time
Searching for tranquility
Road to Serenity
Peace and love to all
Milkman Mike
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